If little man (yes I am calling him little man..tut tut) wants to play with a barbie or play with dolls at nursery that is fine. But he is a typical boy also, and plays with diggers, cars and loves tractors and dinosaurs.
So all in all, we have had such a lovely weekend. I am writing this at work, where I am for the next few hours unfortunately. I now won’t see little man until Tuesday as I am away in Cheltenham tomorrow for a course with work.
I am 27, going on 57 sometimes. I worry too much about what life has in store for the future, rather than enjoying what is happening right in front of me.
I got married at 22 years old and had my little boy at 25. Yes, I would say I am young, although I act a lot older than people might expect.
So, we have a busy few weeks coming up. I will continue to breathe. To take time for me, but also to enjoy every part of toddlerhood. Because to me, that is the most amazing part of the journey.
Women are quick to judge and quick to criticise when things aren’t quite right. I in particular have an inability to share any emotions or feelings with anyone the majority of the time.
Last night I stayed at my best friends house for the first time in years! We went out for dinner and then came back and chilled out for the rest of the night in our pj’s before heading to bed.
One of my first posts was about the fact I didn’t think I was very maternal. I am finding it so much easier than I did when little man was a baby. But with two? I am not sure I am capable of having 2 children. Is that bad to admit?